Merely hallucinations

It's been such a cold winter...
-"Stop hiding yourself. It's just me. You and I as always. Look at me!
Come closer! Hug me! Feel me shivering! And then stab me!
I'm used to it. I'm used to you.
I said, stop hiding! Are you afraid of me or what? 'Cause you shouldn't.
You're stronger than me. I won't even resist. Come! I order you!
-"What happened to you?"
-"Stop muttering! Speak louder!"
-"What happened to you?"
-"Nothing at all Cas. I missed you. Your touch.
The way you always made me cry out in pain."
-"I'm tired of messing up with you K.! You suck!"
-"Seriously? You took everything away from me and then you were gone.
You left me a wreck, can't you see? Is that what you wanted?
Don't you want more? Don't you miss me at all?
Don't you miss the taste of blood? My blood?
Answer me! Why is so cold here?"
-"In fact, i took nothing from you. You still have your life.
You can breathe. You can feel. That's my proof i'll be back someday."
-"Why not now?"
-"'Cause now, it's time for your heart to be like mine."
-"But you promise. You won't forget me, right?"
-"Of course! You're the one who created me. I just want you sober."
-"Thank you! I'll be waiting for you."
-"Bye K.!"
-"Can you stay a bit longer 'til i fall asleep? Please?"
-"I'm sorry."
-"It's so cold here."
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