Long lost bet.

Seems like I proved you wrong, huh?

Yeah, you stranger.

The one who sheltered me 

when words were fading away...

revealing the best of me

every single fucking time I could lift you up

and even the worst of me

whet reality met Cassiopeia

and illusions became part of the truth.

Yet, I was striving to be like you..

with you.

but, you know, never trust 

what's built on nothingness.

And your voice, God your voice,

was more like a hateful lullaby of sirens

echoing whimsically 

across the valley 

of sectrets never told.

I was wrong Cassiopeia..

I was wrong..

Where are you?

Where the fuck are you?

It was my fault..

my failure...

and I want it to stop.